[His one saving grace had been the constant (though somewhat annoying) reminder that Hiruma was still alive. He is no longer here, now, and while Asher is relieved on his friend's behalf, it's so much easier to remember the bad when the good isn't there in the flesh, standing right next to you and swatting you with a manila folder.]
But that doesn't change the fact that it's fucked up.
[That he's fucked up.]
And I've been working so hard to be better, I j-just...
[What if he's always meant to be this way?
Worthless, Unlovable.]
I'm sorry.
[He shakes his head almost violently, closing his eyes.
This is not the time for a pity party. He saw Jin picking fights on the network, the shaolin is clearly on edge too.]
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[His one saving grace had been the constant (though somewhat annoying) reminder that Hiruma was still alive. He is no longer here, now, and while Asher is relieved on his friend's behalf, it's so much easier to remember the bad when the good isn't there in the flesh, standing right next to you and swatting you with a manila folder.]
But that doesn't change the fact that it's fucked up.
[That he's fucked up.]
And I've been working so hard to be better, I j-just...
[What if he's always meant to be this way?
Worthless, Unlovable.]
I'm sorry.
[He shakes his head almost violently, closing his eyes.
This is not the time for a pity party. He saw Jin picking fights on the network, the shaolin is clearly on edge too.]