As many times as people here tell me that, I... I think part of me wishes to be blamed either way. What does it matter whose fault it is? All those lives are still lost. My knowledge of weaponry, torture... all of those things only made it worse.

[Though when he talks about her arm, she realises-- ]

But that is not what this stands for. This signifies every person I did not harm in Woodhurst. I trapped myself in my apartment. I stopped myself from going outside, and hung on when I thought I could not go on any longer.