[Slowly but surely, he sinks into the very corner of Jin's embrace, shoulders hunching up and body curling.
They are as far apart as they could possibly be now, although he's trapped by strong arms that remain where they are.
This is not a courtroom, it is an intimate space, but somehow that makes everything worse.]
Right.
[Both, both is what he should've said.]
I didn't mean for it to happen, it-
[And here is where the fabric of his reality begins to crumble at it's edges, because he cannot possibly understand how some of his teammates enjoy the act of killing or have learned to feel nothing at all, because seeing something die in front of you is like watching your worst nightmare come to life.
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They are as far apart as they could possibly be now, although he's trapped by strong arms that remain where they are.
This is not a courtroom, it is an intimate space, but somehow that makes everything worse.]
Right.
[Both, both is what he should've said.]
I didn't mean for it to happen, it-
[And here is where the fabric of his reality begins to crumble at it's edges, because he cannot possibly understand how some of his teammates enjoy the act of killing or have learned to feel nothing at all, because seeing something die in front of you is like watching your worst nightmare come to life.
That body could've been his.]
It just did.