[.....okay he definitely deserved that but like????]
I said I shouldn't have lied about it.
[Irritated, he folds his arms.] You already know it's hard for me to talk about that sort of thing. [Feeling weak; being incapable. Even in the face of near-death.] And my life is friggin' crazy: it was even before ALASTAIR happened. It's not like I've never been on the losing side of a battle before.
[He hugs his arms closer to his chest.]
I mean...
What kind of Shaolin am I supposed to be if one fight gone wrong screws me up that badly? If I can't hold it together?
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I said I shouldn't have lied about it.
[Irritated, he folds his arms.] You already know it's hard for me to talk about that sort of thing. [Feeling weak; being incapable. Even in the face of near-death.] And my life is friggin' crazy: it was even before ALASTAIR happened. It's not like I've never been on the losing side of a battle before.
[He hugs his arms closer to his chest.]
I mean...
What kind of Shaolin am I supposed to be if one fight gone wrong screws me up that badly? If I can't hold it together?