[Jin shifts, his back now flush with the wall behind him, and takes a few seconds to gather his thoughts.
The words have been bitten back for months, hanging precariously off the tip of his tongue. Now, Asher's asked honesty of him; and now, for his sake, he'll dredge up what he'd happily drowned out. To protect him, ironically-- to spare Asher the pain of empathy. He hadn't known then how Asher would've jumped to take care of him, if given the opportunity.
He should give him that chance now.
Jin inhales, then breathes out, slowly.]
I couldn't sleep properly for more than a week after I tried to take Koltira down.
[His tone's subdued. Even as comfortable as he is around Asher, it's difficult to acknowledge.] My body was fine, but it was like-- [Jin's breath hitches, just a bit.] I couldn't get my mind off it properly. Not completely.
I told you I was dealing with it and I wasn't. I shouldn't have lied.
im sry 2 inform u but kung jin is and has always been A Homosexual
The words have been bitten back for months, hanging precariously off the tip of his tongue. Now, Asher's asked honesty of him; and now, for his sake, he'll dredge up what he'd happily drowned out. To protect him, ironically-- to spare Asher the pain of empathy. He hadn't known then how Asher would've jumped to take care of him, if given the opportunity.
He should give him that chance now.
Jin inhales, then breathes out, slowly.]
I couldn't sleep properly for more than a week after I tried to take Koltira down.
[His tone's subdued. Even as comfortable as he is around Asher, it's difficult to acknowledge.] My body was fine, but it was like-- [Jin's breath hitches, just a bit.] I couldn't get my mind off it properly. Not completely.
I told you I was dealing with it and I wasn't. I shouldn't have lied.